Wandering Back... Wondering WHY no BANG????

They say 'back with a bang'.. i am back.. back to my blog... not sure why... perhaps cas i m reading it after so many n realizing how much i actually adore it.. n how i can continue with it WITHOUT letting go of all my emotions... or perhaps i realize.. i better kept this posted....

But.. WHERE is the bang??? Thats the bang dudes n dudettes [my NEW favorite phrase.. Nirvana.. ur out cas its no more 'smells like teen spirit' to me..]... the bang is that there is NO bang at all!!

Back to my blog... reasons there are.. yes i missed it.. i like to get addicted.. i dunno y.. though it hampers me and grabs all my attention.. but being into something.. being addicted to something has always intrigued me... as if its a test for me to me.. to prove to myself how much into something i can be.. how much stable i can be.....

And even if i didn't miss it.. i just couldn't let those beautiful pictures go waste.. i mean the ones i surfed.. because i wanted a blog. .a blog with pictures.. pictures to relate to and give my words a better meaning... it would seriously just hurt me to let them just be in my computer... sitting in a folder...

And perhaps people missed my blog.. but that is not my concern right now... i don't mind if people don't read my blog.. i just want to look at it n go 'ahhh.. this seems so perfect.. arranged.. n quiet'.... like the thing i want

A lot of new things did cross my mind....

I wanted to upload only those pictures that are hand-taken... but i was too lazy to do it...

then wondering if i have a blog.. should i just bore people my telling them about me.. or should i just talk of what i feel.. on certain topics of common discussion.. (cas honestly i have seen.. only the person who goes on writing about oneself is interested in the posts.. no one else)

Wondering.. wondering is a nice thing though... let us all sit and wonder... why do we make statements that we know we won't fulfill and yet come back (or just stay) and talk of how we value our self-respect when we lose it everytime we cannot do what we 'promise' to do...

Wandering while Wondering.........